You Will, I Refuse, I Am

You will not hurt or manipulate me

You will not ignore or degrade me

I refuse to let you walk all over me

I will not let you pass by me

I am human with scares, scrapes, and bruises

I refuse to be push around as work

That is not me

You will not blindside me with explanation

You will not disregard the ethnics I use to keep pushing

I am here for us

I refuse to let another past by and use me

I refuse to allow sympathy to betray me

I am another person that is trying to get by just like you

Poems are something that I use to let out my feelings. Lately it has not been easy due to me being out of work. Don't get me wrong I have been looking for work. I'm ready to go back to work, back to the money that I was making. I had to leave for medical reasons that have taken a toll or my relationship and mental health. The highs and lows are stressing me/us out. I want this health madness to be over and for me to get back healthy. Current status FML at this point can't win for losing lately. I say that because I dropped my phone and cracked the screen and well........yeah......