Now or Never, I’ Choosing Me!

Sometimes, the smallest decision can change your life forever. ~Keri Russell

Hello, my name is Destiny Jones, I'm 25 years old and a low-middle class income member of society. Moreover, but I'm a Mental Health Fighter. Expressing, "fighter " because the battle persists. Yes, I have survived my truama and the past that haunts me but, my struggles are ongoing.

Strong people aren't simply born. They're made by the storms they walk through. ~Annoumus

Standing at my prime in mid 20's laying here broke, mentally and emotionally challenged, rebuilding, and relearning. I wonder what more do I have to lose then speaking my truth. Hopefully in a better way then I've been doing. This isn't about my past anymore, more or so my future.

My past has consumed me and I let it. Tonight for once I looked into that mirror and realized that I need to do is like NIKE "JUST DO IT" 😂. Seriously, when is the time ever going to be right. I was thinking to big, thinking I needed to start with YouTube. Because everyone else was doing it. I was focused one the wrong thing but now I'm listening. My GOD I'm listening!

I keep saying to myself I need to focus I need to focus an whines it's easier said then done* it's to hard*. No it's not Queen you're making it harder than it should be. Looking for believers on the outside not never looked on the inside.

We all go through life different. Learning different, we see differnt, love different, and grow different. Yet, we all have to believe, love, and accept our self. Something I haven't done.

Grown, engaged, and on my own my acceptance rate is pretty low. I allowed my surroundings to hinder the person that I was meant to be. Now I really mean I'm choosing me. Overthinking, self doubting my fear is only myself and God.

My dream/goals are to become a YouTuber show the world what's real and stop hiding. Create a safe space expressing my feelings unjudgemently. Go back to school for photography and maybe psychology. Learn how my remain focus and healthy for a better life. All things I can accomplish ju by believing in myself and just doing.

Shame dies when stories are told in safe spaces. ~Ann Vasamp

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