Motivation and Struggles, Making the Impossible Possible

"Nothing is impossible. The word itself says 'I'm possible'." Audrey Hepburn

When you think of motivation you think of having the power to do anything and being willing to do anything. Your sprit drives your energy to do the upmost. Motivation to me is a struggle doing these blogs, videos, exercise, getting out of bed, and eating correctly is a struggle. Dealing with the struggle to stay motivated and create content and focus on getting back in school has been hard. Now add on the stress of losing weight AGAIN and doctor appointments back to the mental stress pushes exhaustion forward.

I want to be able do things again like coming up with content or working out without overthinking and pushing it off because I don't feel like it. How is it that I can find a little bit of energy out of the blue then it's gone like what is that really. You know what I miss being able to be on go with no questions ask but now it takes days or hours to do something. Motivation is the reason or reasons a person does something, It also mean a desire or willingness for someone to do something.

How Do I Deal with the Struggles

I push myself more than I like to things instead it not being natural. working out should be natural, eating healthy, pushing myself to do more. Writing is what I do, cooking, or cleaning helps to. I push myself to get up and walk around the house if it's to cold outside have random dance sessions. Taking a walk or going to the gym. It's funny I like being in the gym but can't seem to stay long enough. I need to go back to a routine. Time is what I need but it's not enough in a day to do what you want especially when you struggle to do it.

What Comes Next

Finding the motivation to keep pushing is hard but it's there, it takes time and patience. Setting a routine and a schedule you help with your motivation to being your day. "Today is your opportunity to build your tomorrow you want." Ken Poirot Ironically writing this blog may and I do say (May) help me get back in the game meaning getting back to my weight loss, getting straight for school, and doing what I have to do to become aa better me.